Still, I suppose I should be happy it takes so much work to accomplish anything worthwhile. Barrier to entry, and all that. But even so, the roadblocks the world puts in front of you are very frustrating sometimes. It's almost like they do it with malice, though I know that isn't so.
Paranoia is not in thinking everyone is out to get you. Everyone is out to get you. paranoia is in thinking they're conspiring.