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Complicit in a Complicity

Since I first moved to Oregon, one of the things I've been most struck by is the quantity and quality of the scenic natural beauty around here, which the state leaves carelessly lying all over the place. It's been part of life since the move, so it's fitting that when zaiah and I decided to have a commitment ceremony, we would do it in a place that had a particular abundance of it lying about.

The place we chose was the ruins of an old stone cottage in a large park here in Portland. This particular park has a ruined stone cottage a short hike from the road, that we thought might make a lovely place for a gathering of friends and family.



We first started mooting the idea of a commitment ceremony about a year or so before it happened. One of the things that was important to both of us was the idea of a ceremony that wasn't just about the two of us, but that was about our entire extended networks. Being part of a polyamorous network can be a bit tricky, sometimes, in that there is a tension between dividing up into couples and honoring all of the people who are important to you. zaiah and I wanted a ceremony that showed our commitment to each other, but also to the people we have chosen to make part of our families.

Even the name we chose, borrowed from rain_herself, was an expression of the fact that this is something that involves all of us. Rather than a commitment ceremony, we opted to call it a "complicity," and to make everyone who attended an accomplice in our union.

Not everyone in our extended networks was able to show up. In particular, my sweeties emanix and rain_herself weren't able to be there. A lot of people did make the trek out to Portland, though, including my entire Florida network--people I don't get to see nearly often enough.

We gathered together and hiked out to the ruins of the stone cottage. Along the way, we passed over a small foot bridge where someone unknown had written good wishes on strips of masking tape and placed them on the path.



I have no idea who wrote this, or why, but I think these are good sentiments.

As I've mentioned, Oregon is known for the abundance and exuberance of the scenic natural beauty it manufactures and scatters about the landscape. Even the walk up to the stone cottage was drenched in it, which can be a bit disorienting for folks from places like Florida, where scenic natural beauty is kept tightly guarded and is sold in small parcels by licensees of the Disney corporation. The Florida part of the network paused along the way to recover from the onslaught of gorgeous, which they had developed little natural resistance to.



That's my sweetie joreth, her boyfriend and my former archnemesis turned apprentice datan0de, my partner Shelly, datan0de's wife femetal, redheadlass, and her partner zensidhe. These are folks who have been my family for a decade or more, datan0de's attempts to eradicate me, destroy the world, and crush all of you beneath the massive iron treads of his robotic war machines notwithstanding.

When they had recovered sufficiently, we finished the journey out to the stone cottage. We'd tried to be selective in the number of folks we'd invited to this part of the Complicity, but it was still a bit of a tight fit.



My friend edwardmartiniii graciously agreed to oversee the whole shebang, and did an absolutely fantastic job of it. Here, he is seen at the start of the Complicity asking for volunteers to be given over to the Great Old Ones, so as to appease them and call down their blessing of protection upon all who attended. My friend Amanda volunteered; I'm sure going to miss her.



KIDDING! I'm kidding. Of course I jest. There were no sacrifices to gods ancient or modern; for one thing, where would we even find a virgin these days?


Why yes, don't mind if I do!


One fo the central parts of the ceremony involved passing out dollar coins, which everyone made a positive wish on and then placed in a container. As people left, they drew out a coin, to bring into the world with them with a wish for good things.



I like the idea of mindfully passing out something which represents a desire for good. The wish itself may not have any material effect on the coin--there is no metallurgic Transubstantiation at work here--but the idea that this represents something is a powerful one, I think.

A part of the ceremony that we'd planned for quite some time was the creation of human Langdon charts, using lengths of rope to indicate the connections between the various people there.

What we hadn't really counted on was the size and complexity of the network, and how much space (and rope!) it would require. Plus, with not all of our sweeties in attendance, it would have been impossible to create a full chart anyway.

But we were able to map out bits of it. Here are zaiah and I with the Florida part of the Squiggle:



We also did Langdon charts centered only on certain parts of the network. Here's zaiah's Portland portion of the network:



Here's the bit that centers on me, with the partners who were able to make it (emanix and rain_herself, you were both sorely missed!):



It's fascinating to me how human communities of all sorts tend to follow the same structure. If you map romantic connections in poly networks, or business contacts on Linkedin, or friends networks in a large company, you see the same patterns emerging: most folks have small numbers of connections, with a smaller number of people forming large numbers of connections that act as bridges between different groups. There's something really interesting lurking somewhere in there. I'd love to make some software that lets people easily and quickly create charts of their poly networks, and then analyzes the network and puts the data into a database somewhere.

I still like the idea of doing photographic Langdon charts. I'd very much love, if everyone in my network could ever get together in one place, to do a photo that shows all of us. Perhaps if I suddenly find myself receiving a suitcase full of cash from shadowy government figures in exchange for, like, foiling a plot to hold the moon for ransom or something, I will fly all of us out to Easter Island to do a picture with all those funky statues of giant heads. Or, less ambitiously, maybe I'll just register www.humanlangdonchart.com or something. (Anyone know a good database programmer?)

But I digress.

I won't say that I am lucky to live the life I do. I don't think that's accurate, for reasons that I outline here. But I will say that I am profoundly grateful for, and humbled by, the people who I have chosen to be my family, and who have chosen me as well. These are all people who, every day, make my life richer simply by being who they are.


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ashbet
Sep. 10th, 2012 11:22 pm (UTC)
This post made me completely soppy <3

(And, yes, the wish to have all of my beloveds in one place is very much in evidence at the moment, since I'm currently in England with Ade and Lucy, but we all wish Josh could be here, too -- I'm still so incredibly touched that they gave the first blessing to our union, when I was getting myself all worked-up with should-I-or-shouldn't-I, and we were all in the same cottage in Whitby back in 2008, and they both kind of gently aimed me in his direction. They're not involved with him other than being happy that he and I are together, and the occasional monstrous flirting session, but we're all family to each other in every important way, and it's *awesome*.)

I'm so happy that you were able to get so many of your nearest and dearest to join you in this complicity, and I'm really happy for you and zaiah, and for your loved ones who share in that happiness :)

**hugs and felicitations**

-- A <3
pickledginger
Sep. 10th, 2012 11:24 pm (UTC)
Felicitations!
aberranteyes
Sep. 11th, 2012 12:49 am (UTC)
Gratz to all participants!
jtroutman
Sep. 11th, 2012 01:07 am (UTC)
pretty darn awesome. as usual.
boozymatic
Sep. 11th, 2012 01:18 am (UTC)
What an awesome celebration! Conga rats to all!!
aleighjones
Sep. 11th, 2012 01:33 am (UTC)
Congrats!
cheerilyxmorbid
Sep. 11th, 2012 02:01 am (UTC)
What a really great ceremony. I'm so happy for you! Congrats to everybody!
kill_inhibition
Sep. 11th, 2012 03:31 am (UTC)
Beautiful! What a perfect setting! <3
the_failed_poet
Sep. 11th, 2012 03:42 am (UTC)
A complicity! What a fantastic idea! I'm definitely stealing it for if/when I ever decide to ceremonially affirm my relationship(s)!

And yes, the nature in Oregon is glorious. One day I want to see it.
joreth
Sep. 11th, 2012 04:03 am (UTC)
Hey now, I'm FROM the Pacific Northwest! I have a natural immunity to it!

Seriously, though, thanks for posting the pics! I really wish we could all be together more often! Love you!
peristaltor
Sep. 11th, 2012 04:12 am (UTC)
Wonderful!
edwardmartiniii
Sep. 11th, 2012 04:40 am (UTC)
Was delighted and honored to be a part of it. Thank you for including me and for your patience at me flubbing my lines! 8)
kindredsgirl
Sep. 11th, 2012 04:50 am (UTC)
This is so wonderful. I was glad to celebrate with you all!

:) :) :)
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transcendancing
Sep. 11th, 2012 07:09 am (UTC)
Many well wishes for all your family!
emanix
Sep. 11th, 2012 11:54 am (UTC)
Awww. Love all of you guys so much!
lunasmiles
Sep. 11th, 2012 06:03 pm (UTC)
Thank you for sharing - lovely people, beautiful setting, fascinating information!
alan7388
Sep. 12th, 2012 02:34 pm (UTC)
Thank you for posting this! Hugs from here.

Alan M.
avibunny
Sep. 13th, 2012 06:21 am (UTC)
"I'd love to make some software that lets people easily and quickly create charts of their poly networks, and then analyzes the network and puts the data into a database somewhere."

Yes, please!

EDIT: Oh, and congrats!

Edited at 2012-09-13 06:21 am (UTC)
unfettrdphoenix
Sep. 20th, 2012 07:34 am (UTC)
What a lovely place for a meaningful experience. :) Just gorgeous!

Does Facebook offer Langdon charts or something like them? I thought I read some time back that they had similar charting capabilities.
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